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(Sunday 30 December 2012-)
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# Hanani-
Assalamualaikum.
Hello world. See the picture? Ohh awesome. My best friend give it to me.I hope our friendship will stay longer until Hereafter.
Hanani. First time aku kenal time aku Form One. Kat SMK Bukit Saujana la ni. Time tu patutnye aku masuk kelas ape tah. Kelas lepas Bitara 2 ape ek. Baiduri eh. Ape2 jelah. At that time aku berkenalan Hanani and Rozita. Hewhew. masa tu jugak aku ada jugak member lama macam Afiqah, Liana, Syafiqah. Ramai la lagi. Some pic of them..
just wondering. kenapa kita terpisah ? why ? Am I too fool ?
entahlah. aku harap sangat I can turn back time. tapi I just can't.
Hanani tells me everything. About her. She was so sad. I can't hold my tears.
it burst just like that. tears streaming down my cheeks.
sanggup kan tinggal kawan camtu. Hm. Ape2 jelah. This issue is kinda boring. SO BORINGG -,-.
aku tak boleh nak paksa kau. kau yang pilih untuk tinggalkan kami begitu sahaja. are we still friends? the answer in your hand. kalau tanya aku yeah, you still my fren babe. but could you just forget what you have done? *sigh
aku tulis ini sebab nak kasi tau aku sayang korang tau. cume aku tak suke separate2 macam ni. we can be friends with everyone tapi jangan dumped macam tu jer k. i dont like it at all.
aku ngan hanani memang rapat. maybe kami sekepala. but sometimes kiteorg gaduh jugak . bese lah tu. but we are friends forevr. note that. love u all
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(Thursday 27 December 2012-)
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# part II-
How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 80 % maybe
23. ................? Where's the question?
24. Do you have any pets? 10 cats
25. Do you want to change your name: NO!
26. What did you do for your last birthday? Crying and smiling. Fall in love.
27. What time did you wake up? Tak tentu
28. What were you doing at midnight last night? blogging, texting bla bla bla
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: SPM result
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 5 minutes ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Mr A fall in love with me again.
32. What are you listening to right now? sound of keypad
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? Never
34. Who is getting on your nerves now? Aizat Idris
35. Most visited webpage: Twitter
36. What is your real name: Nur Alia Binti Johari
37 What are you nicknames?: AJ, Alia, Alia Johari, Alia Joe
38. Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign: Capricon
40. Male or female?: Female.
41. Primary School?: Finally finished it!
42: Middle school?: Over
43 High school/college?: Can't wait.
44. Hair color: Black
46. Height: 169 cm maybe
48: What do you REALLY REALLY like about yourself?: I'm a talkative person.
49 Piercings: None, or ever.
50: Tattoos: None
51. Righty or lefty? Right.
FIRST:
52. First surgery: Head
53. First piercing: None.
54. First best friend?: Nawwar. I guess
60. I'm about to: Erm study and be a good daughter
61: listening to: nothing
62. Waiting for: Universities offer
63. I'm feeling: Sparkling, and special!
FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: 10 maybe.
i love kids
65. Get married?: Obviosly! (Who made this question?)
66. Career: Dentist to be. i wish
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Kisses
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Younger
71 romantic or spontanious?: Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
HAVE YOU:
75. Kissed a stranger: No.
76. Drank hard LiQour: No.
77: Lost glasses\contacts: No.
78. S!x on first date: No.
79. Broken someone's heart: Yes
80: been arrested: No.
81. Turned someone down: Of course
82. Cried when someone died: FUDGE YES!!!!
83. Fallen for a friend: No.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. Yourself: Depends on the day and it's events
86. Heaven: I am a true Muslim
87. Santa Claus: I dont believe
89. Angels: Erm. I dont have any idea
90. God: Allah
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
91. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time?: Yes. Form 3
92. DID YOU SING TODAY? Yes. Everyday
93. Did something illegal?: Yes maybe
94. If you could go back in time how far would you go?: After PMR untill before Trial SPM. that time, Abg sweet to me.
95. Insert randomness here: I love Mr A
96. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Phobia
97. When was the last time you lied?: Last night
98. Are you usually late, early or right on time?: Depends. I'm never late, early for homework, and on time for emotions.
99. Would you give your life to save someone else's? Yes. Depends
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: Nope!
the story ends like this;
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+10:28]*
# part one.-
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Milo ais
2. Last phone call: Buah hati. *jgn salah faham k
3. Last text message: i love you too.
4. Last song you listened to: Lana del rey - Born To Die
5. Last time you cried: Petang tadi. Cerita Scent of A Woman
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Got back with someone you've broken up with: Hmm pernah. But broke up balik. Hehe
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Yes. But never regret
9. Lost someone special : YES.
10. Been depressed: Orang gila pun depressed ini kita tak gila lgla depressed. Eh? ape aku ni
11. Been drunk and threw up: Sorry I don't drink because Islam says HARAMMM!
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Violet of course
13. White
14. Green
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2012)
15. Made a new friend: Absolutely.
16. Fallen in love:Yes.
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes, of course.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yeah! Mira
20. Found out someone was talking bad about you : Ala bese lah tu :)
21. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend's list: Never. Perlu ke? haha
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(Wednesday 26 December 2012-)
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# Kesedaran-
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(Tuesday 25 December 2012-)
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# selamat malam.-
Erm mata ni sangat tak boleh tido. tak ngantuk pun. lalala. hehe
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(Saturday 22 December 2012-)
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# cinta Ilahi.-
dulu saya sentiasa berharap saya akan ditemukan dengan lelaki yang sangat sangat sayang pada saya sepenuh hati. jiwang sehh.
tapi dulu bebudak. ape faham. tau nak cintan cintun jer. love sana love sini. astafirughalazim.
yea, saya mahu bangkit. menegakkan keadilan*tetiba* . k maksud saya. bangkit dari kekecewaan yang telah saya hadapi. saya perlu mengharapkan cinta dari Ilahi. bukan cinta Mr. A. yea. saya dah boleh hidup tanpa A walaupun it take time la jugak.
aku susah nak suka orang tapi sekali aku suka susah aku nk lupa.
semoga Allah permudahkan urusan aku. In shaa Allah.
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# happy birthday Wani :)-
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Wani. |
ASSALAMUALAIKUM.
hello, hai, heyy. cantik tak Wani ? cantik kan. tegang jer muka nyer, haha. tak tau la kot die pakai Temulawak ke, makan jamu Mak Dara ke. i don't have any idea k.
nak cakap, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANI !
. MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU
. GOOD LUCK IN YOUR LIFE KAY.
. STUDY SMART.
. SEMOGA DIMURAHKAN REZEKI.
. I LOVE YOU .
sorry. bukan aku tak ingat besday kau. cume aku agak busy kebelakangan ni k. *senyumkambing* aku tak lupa la kat kau. bile kau nak balik pd ni. aku ada banyak story ni. aku macam macam nak story. haha. oklah. hope kau baca ni. and hadiah lain kali la eh. aku tak keje jadi duit tarak. babai.
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(Friday 21 December 2012-)
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# sekali lagi-
bismillah.
aku bisikkan kalam Allah. heartbeat aku laju sangat time ni. aku tak tau kenape. it keeps beating faster. faster and faster.
i'm texting him. mr. A. no. act call sebenanye.
"assalamualaikum.hi abg. watpe ? "
ayat basi aku doh.
short conversation. dia baru balik dari kerja. pity of him. i miss him.
kenapa aku minta Allah buat aku lupakan dia tapi tak dapat. makin ingat plak, dugaan.
da abes cakap. hm, text dia plak. before that tanya da makan lum.
kang kalau tak makan takut tak selera plak nak makan lepas aku mesej.
yes. da makan. k next step.
aku cakap ape yang patut. terima kasih kerana menjawab.
tapi jawapan tu sangat tidak menarik. takpelah.
i'm waiting for you. even thousand years.
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(Monday 10 December 2012-)
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# cinta.-
do understand this people.
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# dear love part II-
speechless.
hatred.
silence.
love.
banyak sangat kan perasaan tu. ya Allah tuan badan sorang ni. cuba tepis. syaitan tu. Allah mengetahui segala galanya. Allah dah aturkan semua tu sejak kita dalam perut ibu kita lagi. Jodoh kita dah tertulis di Luh Mahfuz. sabar. tenangkan hati. inilah padahnya. iman tak cukup menghiasi diri kita.
ya Allah. tolonglah hambamu ini.
suka sangat kan tulis pasal dia ? banyak sangat kita sibukkan hal dunia ? kenapa alia ?
al - Quran setebal tebal tu pergi baca. pasal jodoh, keibubapaan, saudara mara segala galanya ada. meliputi setiap aspek. lupa Allah ker ?
Allah tu tahu kita ada masalah , DIA beri kita petunjuk.
dear Alia,
alia masih muda. masih banyak lagi perlu ditempuhi. sabar yer.
Allah ada aturannya.
lupakan abang. lupakan dia. kalau dia jujur, ikhlas semuanya kerana Allah. dia takkan pergi tinggalkan alia macam tu jer. lupakan alia. saba yer.
study ? study sampai habis. itu cita cita aku. lupakan soal ni semua. fokus dengan cita cita. impian. itu paling penting. Bijaksananya Allah mengatur hidup kita. suruh kita berjaya dulu.
dia mungkin baik, jujur. tapi itu hanya sementara alia. sementara. selepas tu ? mulut dia ? pernah dia jaga tatasusila dia bercakap dengan perempuan. takda adab langsung. benar ?
lebih banyak sebab untuk melupakan dan meninggalkan dia alia. berbanding menunggu dia. terima kasih ya Allah.
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(Sunday 9 December 2012-)
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# hujan-
Allah bagi kita hati dan perasaan. Yang terbesar ialah iman dan akal. Islam. Aku tak pernah ada batch yang macam batch PRODIGY. Batch aku dulu masa kat sekolah lama tak ada nama, tak ada semangat pun. Jadi aku sangat seronok , teruja bila ada PRODIGY.
masa terasa sekejap. kan.
sebab apa ?
kita sibuk kutuk mengutuk, maki memaki, gosip sana, gosip sini. pot pet pot pet.
sedarkah KITA?
termasuk saya.
semoga Allah bukakan hati kita, tabahkan hati, cekalkan kita. hiasi diri kita dengan iman kita teguhkan kita dengan iman. semoga kita tidak tersasar. Aamiin.
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(Thursday 6 December 2012-)
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# dear love.-
dear love, Mr. A
ya, i'm not good in words. but still i have a heart. am i right?
ya, alia tak tahu kenapa alia head over heels dengan abang ( as he is 9 years older than me so i have to call him abang, proper rite ? ) . i hope so. you are old !! you are not educated like me. show off ker ? takkan. em. abang why you are so charming ? ayat dia taklah sweet gila babeng tapi his action. sangat gentleman. i love that. you stole my heart and then you break it. hm. maybe i'm too young to think about this. abang kata abang takut nak sayang alia lebih tapi kenapa ? just tell me the truth. you get new gf ? ke ibu scary sangat ? or i'm too young budak sekolah la katakan ?
jangan bagi harapan kalau tak boleh tunaikan nya.
yes sekarang alia tau kenapa. Allah tak bagi alia dekat dengan abang sebab Dia takut alia leka dengan abang then kita sama sama hanyut. Dia sayangkan kita. thank you abang. It hurts but it is good for both of us. Allah sayangkan kita.
mungkin juga abang yang saje game kan hati alia. abang budak sekolah pun ada hati bang. i beat you pun penah heartbroken. camne rasanya ? sakit kan. same goes to me. i was confused. i recited the Holy of al Quran. sampai tertidur bang. then 3 pagi orang terjaga. so ? i cried. confused gila time tu. maybe abang nak suruh alia fokus SPM. thank you abang so i forget about you.
After SPM,
i'm here. sitting on my bed. looking at my phone. hoping you will call me. but i know it would never happen. yes. you are forget. about me. your promises. your words. i trust more than i trust my bestfriends. thank you for doing this.
I smile all day long. at night, i cried. during eid, you gave me your picture. i deleted it 2 months ago. How abang make promises despite knowing how common it is promises to be broken. I remember a lot of things about us. Those memories are faded now, abang. i'm moving on. because life is goes on. convincing myself. i'll find someone new but later. finish my studies firsrtt. I let Allah find for me. I won't not be alone. Allah here with me. so abang.
Goodbye forever. it is going to take time but i'll be ok. my friends help me a lot. i believe one day you'll repent for leaving me, treating me like a rubbish. may Allah bless you.
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# one-
i was thinking i will sit my SPM next year, 2013. yes, i wish. but i don't want back to SEMESRA. tears, laugh and everything i can't forget. it will be the saddest day on our last day in SEMESRA. here, i met many people. varity of personalities. here, i learned new things. don't keep your hatred. be nice towards everyone. friends is everything here. could you imagine you only had your friends here?
be nice. Shahira. thank you for being my friend. i hope she would not read this. she is my spirit. you are there when i hope there is someone besides me. hug me. give me motivational words. thank you.
dulu benci, sekarang sayang. betul lah tu. jangan benci-benci lama lama sayang. lama lama rindu. kan betul tak. <3
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